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Thomas Hardy >> Tess of the d'Urbervilles (page 22)


Angel Clare, who communistically stuck to his rule of taking part with the rest in everything, glanced up now and then. It was not, of course, by accident that he walked next to Tess.

''Well, how are you?'' he murmured.

''Very well, thank you, sir,'' she replied demurely.

As they had been discussing a score of personal matters only half-an-hour before, the introductory style seemed a little superfluous. But they got no further in speech just then. They crept and crept, the hem of her petticoat just touching his gaiter, and his elbow sometimes brushing hers. At last the dairyman, who came next, could stand it no longer.

''Upon my soul and body, this here stooping do fairly make my back open and shut!'' he exclaimed, straightening himself slowly with an excruciated look till quite upright. ''And you, maidy Tess, you wasn't well a day or two ago-this will make your head ache finely! Don't do any more, if you feel fainty; leave the rest to finish it.''

Dairyman Crick withdrew, and Tess dropped behind. Mr Clare also stepped out of line, and began privateering about for the weed. When she found him near her, her very tension at what she had heard the night before made her the first to speak.

''Don't they look pretty?'' she said.

''Who?''

''Izzy Huett and Retty.''

Tess had moodily decided that either of these maidens would make a good farmer's wife, and that she ought to recommend them, and obscure her own wretched charms.

''Pretty? Well, yes-they are pretty girls-fresh looking. I have often thought so.''

''Though, poor dears, prettiness won't last long!''

''O no, unfortunately.''

''They are excellent dairywomen.''

''Yes: though not better than you.''

''They skim better than I.''

''Do they?''

Clare remained observing them-not without their observing him.

''She is colouring up,'' continued Tess heroically.

''Who?''

''Retty Priddle.''

''Oh! Why it that?''

''Because you are looking at her.''

Self-sacrificing as her mood might be Tess could not well go further and cry, ''Marry one of them, if you really do want a dairywoman and not a lady; and don't think of marrying me!'' She followed Dairyman Crick, and had the mournful satisfaction of seeing that Clare remained behind.

From this day she forced herself to take pains to avoid him-never allowing herself, as formerly, to remain long in his company, even if their juxtaposition were purely accidental. She gave the other three every chance.

Tess was woman enough to realize from their avowals to herself that Angel Clare had the honour of all the dairymaids in his keeping, and her perception of his care to avoid compromising the happiness of either in the least degree bred a tender respect in Tess for what she deemed, rightly or wrongly, the self-controlling sense of duty shown by him, a quality which she had never expected to find in one of the opposite sex, and in the absence of which more than one of the simple hearts who were his house-mates might have gone weeping on her pilgrimage.

XXIII
The hot weather of July had crept upon them unawares, and the atmosphere of the flat vale hung heavy as an opiate over the dairy-folk, the cows, and the trees. Hot steaming rains fell frequently, making the grass where the cows fed yet more rank, and hindering the late haymaking in the other meads.

It was Sunday morning; the milking was done; the outdoor milkers had gone home. Tess and the other three were dressing themselves rapidly, the whole bevy having agreed to go together to Mellstock Church, which lay some three or four miles distant from the dairy-house. She had now been two months at Talbothays, and this was her first excursion.

All the preceding afternoon and night heavy thunderstorms had hissed down upon the meads, and washed some of the hay into the river; but this morning the sun shone out all the more brilliantly for the deluge, and the air was balmy and clear.

The crooked lane leading from their own parrish to Mellstock ran along the lowest levels in a portion of its length, and when the girls reached the most depressed spot they found that the result of the rain had been to flood the lane over-shoe to a distance of some fifty yards. This would have been no serious hindrance on a week-day; they would have clicked through it in their high patterns and boots quite unconcerned; but on this day of vanity, this Sun's-day, when flesh went forth to coquet with flesh while hypocritically affecting business with spiritual things; on this occasion for wearing their white stockings and thin shoes, and their pink, white, and lilac gowns, on which every mud spot would be visible, the pool was an awkward impediment. They could hear the church-bell calling-as yet nearly a mile off.

''Who would have expected such a rise in the river in summer-time!'' said Marian, from the top of the roadside bank on which they had climbed, and were maintaining a precarious footing in the hope of creeping along its slope till they were past the pool.

''We can't get there anyhow, without walking right through it, or else going round the Turnpike way; and that would make us so very late!'' said Retty, pausing hopelessly.

''And I do colour up so hot, walking into church late, and all the people staring round,'' said Marian, ''that I hardly cool down again till we get into the That-it-may-please-Thees.''

While they stood clinging to the bank they heard a splashing round the bend of the road, and presently appeared Angel Clare, advancing along the lane towards them through the water.

Four hearts gave a big throb simultaneously.

His aspect was probably as un-Sabbatarian a one as a dogmatic parson's son often presented; his attire being his dairy clothes, long wading boots, a cabbage-leaf inside his hat to keep his head cool, with a thistle-spud to finish him off. ''He's not going to church,'' said Marian.

''No-I wish he was!'' murmured Tess.

Angel, in fact, rightly or wrongly (to adopt the safe phrase of evasive controversialists), preferred sermons in stones to sermons in churches and chapels on fine summer days. This morning, moreover, he had gone out to see if the damage to the hay by the flood was considerable or not. On his walk he observed the girls from a long distance, though they had been so occupied with their difficulties of passage as not to notice him. He knew that the water had risen at that spot, and that it would quite check their progress. So he had hastened on, with a dim idea of how he could help them-one of them in particular.

The rosy-cheeked, bright-eyed quartet looked so charming in their light summer attire, clinging to the roadside bank like pigeons on a roof-slope, that he stopped a moment to regard them before coming close. Their gauzy skirts had brushed up from the grass innumerable flies and butterflies which, unable to escape, remained caged in the transparent tissue as in an aviary. Angel's eye at last fell upon Tess, the hindmost of the four; she, being full of suppressed laughter at their dilemma, could not help meeting his glance radiantly.

He came beneath them in the water, which did not rise over his long boots; and stood looking at the entrapped flies and butterflies.

''Are you trying to get to church?'' he said to Marian, who was in front, including the next two in his remark, but avoiding Tess.

''Yes, sir; and 'tis getting late; and my colour do come up so-''

''I'll carry you through the pool-every Jill of you.''

The whole four flushed as if one heart beat through them.

''I think you can't, sir,'' said Marian.

''It is the only way for you to get past. Stand still. Nonsense-you are not too heavy! I'd carry you all four together. Now, Marian, attend,'' he continued, ''and put your arms round my shoulders, so. Now! Hold on. That's well done.''

Marian had lowered herself upon his arm and shoulder as directed, and Angel strode off with her, his slim figure, as viewed from behind, looking like the mere stem to the great nosegay suggested by hers. They disappeared round the curve of the road, and only his sousing footsteps and the top ribbon of Marian's bonnet told where they were. In a few minutes he reappeared. Izz Huett was the next in order upon the bank.

''Here he comes,'' she murmured, and they could hear that her lips were dry with emotion. ''And I have to put my arms round his neck and look into his face as Marian did.''

''There's nothing in that,'' said Tess quickly.

''There's a time for everything,'' continued Izz, unheeding. ''A time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; the first is now going to be mine.''

''Fie-it is Scripture, Izz!''

''Yes,'' said Izz, ''I've always a' ear at church for pretty verses.''

Angel Clare, to whom three-quarters of this performance was a commonplace act of kindness, now approached Izz. She quietly and dreamily lowered herself into his arms, and Angel methodically marched off with her. When he was heard returning for the third time Retty's throbbing heart could be almost seen to shake her. He went up to the red-haired girl, and while he was seizing her he glanced at Tess. His lips could not have pronounced more plainly, ''It will soon be you and I.'' Her comprehension appeared in her face; she could not help it. There was an understanding between them.

Poor little Retty, though by far the lightest weight, was the most troublesome of Clare's burdens. Marian had been like a sack of meal, a dead weight of plumpness under which he has literally staggered. Izz had ridden sensibly and calmly. Retty was a bunch of hysterics.

However, he got through with the disquieted creature, deposited her, and returned. Tess could see over the hedge the distant three in a group, standing as he had placed them on the next rising ground. It was now her turn. She was embarrassed to discover that excitement at the proximity of Mr Clare's breath and eyes, which she had contemned in her companions, was intensified in herself; and as if fearful of betraying her secret she paltered with him at the last moment.

''I may be able to clim' along the bank perhaps-I can clim' better than they. You must be so tired, Mr Clare!''

''No, no, Tess,'' said he quickly. And almost before she was aware she was seated in his arms and resting against his shoulder.

''Three Leahs to get one Rachel,'' he whispered.

''They are better women than I,'' she replied, magnanimously sticking to her resolve.

''Not to me,'' said Angel.

He saw her grow warm at this; and they went some steps in silence.

''I hope I am not too heavy?'' she said timidly.

''O no. You should lift Marian! Such a lump. You are like an undulating billow warmed by the sun. And all this fluff of muslin about you is the froth.''

''It is very pretty-if I seem like that to you.''

''Do you know that I have undergone three-quarters of this labour entirely for the sake of the fourth quarter?''

''No.''

''I did not expect such an event today.''

''Nor IЕ. The water came up so sudden.''

That the rise in the water was what she understood him to refer to, the state of breathing belied. Clare stood still and inclinced his face towards hers.

''O Tessy!'' he exclaimed.

The girl's cheeks burned to the breeze, and she could not look into his eyes for her emotion. It reminded Angel that he was somewhat unfairly taking advantage of an accidental position; and he went no further with it. No definite words of love had crossed their lips as yet, and suspension at this point was desirable now. However, he walked slowly, to make the remainder of the distance as long as possible; but at last they came to the bend, and the rest of their progress was in full view of the other three. The dry land was reached, and he set her down.

Her friends were looking with round thoughtful eyes at her and him, and she could see that they had been talking of her. He hastily bade them farewell, and splashed back along the stretch of submerged road.

The four moved on together as before, till Marian broke the silence by saying-

''No-in all truth; we have no chance against her!'' She looked joylessly at Tess.

''What do you mean?'' asked the latter.

''He likes 'ee best-the very best! We could see it as he brought 'ee. He would have kissed 'ee, if you had encouraged him to do it, ever so little.''

''No, no,'' said she.

The gaiety with which they had set out had somehow vanished; and yet there was no enmity or malice between them. They were generous young souls; they had been reared in the lonely country nooks where fatalism is a strong sentiment, and they did not blame her. Such supplanting was to be.

Tess's heart ached. There was no concealing from herself the fact that she loved Angel Clare, perhaps all the more passionately from knowing that the others had also lost their hearts to him. There is contagion in this sentiment, especially among women. And yet that same hungry nature had fought against this, but too feebly, and the natural result had followed.

''I will never stand in your way, nor in the way of either of you!'' she declared to Retty that night in the bedroom (her tears running down). ''I can't help this, my dear! I don't think marrying is in his mind at all; but if he were ever to ask me I should refuse him, as I should refuse any man.''

Title: Tess of the d'Urbervilles
Author: Thomas Hardy
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